breaking inside
I feel like I want to scream
to release these unwanted feelings
to just feel just
not being intimidated by any fear nor worry
to behave ordinarily
but how could I keep this distance against myself?
it keeps haunting me like a shadow
however, it is my shadow indeed
that brings all the memories
which remain alive inside
But still, this distance I need the most
To see myself beyond its shell
To reconstruct the pieces of me
I need to draw back from everything
not to lean on something or someone
but when I get this separation
will then I be able to figure out who I really am?
